Blog yang lame dahh bersawang. Now I get my chance to update it.
Since my husband give me my me time. HAHA
Quick update for my current living ;
Delivered my second son on 060618 via c-sec (again) cause Meconium Aspirated Syndrome but mild. 3.25kg, very healthy lil boy.
Second day of life, baru laa dapat peluk tatap mukaa baby sebab baby masuk nursery for close monitoring.
And now he's already 4months plus.
Miqa, already a big boy. 1year7months.
He now can sing, dance, and even merajukk sampai berenang atas lantai.
Pandai 'jaga' adekk. Sangat penyayang dengan adek. Balek taska jee dari luar dahh dengar dia panggil adekk, adekk.
Sweet little creature.
Love my two lil boys really much.
And of course my husband. No more PJJ since late February.
Murah rezeki kami anak beranakk.
Now kiteowg dahh adaa rumahh sendiri atas tanah pusaka ayahh.
My late ayah wished us to build a house here, and we managed to fulfill that wish.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Moga terus berada dalam rahmatNya.
Now, I'm typing on my couch while waiting for laundry
and wondering what should I do for the rest of the day. hmm
Hi, am here again. Curik masa kejap update blog nie haa. Of course lahh tengah boring kann. So for the time being, saya sebenarnya sedang ber-practical. Minggu nie baru jee habes kerja kat Hosp Permai. Takk tau Hosp Permai ? Well, jangan duduk Malaysia lahh kalau cenggitu.
Psychiatric patients. Hmm, kebanyakan mereka nie dari kaum Cina. Majoriti lahh. Melayu and India pung ada gakk. Ada yang dahh duduk dlm Hosp uhh dari 1956 lagi. Bayangkanlahh. Kesian doe. Ada relatives tapi berapa ramai jee yang sanggup dan rela nakk jaga dorang nie.
Tapi kalau nakk diikutkan pung, bukan susah pung nakk jaga. Make sure dorang makan ubat jelahh. Bagi makan, pakai. Kalau dorang sihat fizikal, bagi lahh dorang kerja. Ramai jee patient yang dahh kerja dekat Hosp nie tapi still menetap kat hostel Hosp. Ada yang jadi cleaner, kerja kat kilang periuk lahh, jadi guard. Dorang boleh jee berdikari.
Stigma masyarakat yang terpesong nie lahh buat dorang rasa lagi terpinggir. Baru bawak balek patient pukul 4 petang, pukul 10 malam dahh antar Hosp balek. Apakah ? Malu sangat ke. Darah daging sendiri kot. Dorang pung ada perasaan tau. Sape takk sedih kalau family sendiri takk terima. Nak datang jenguk pung takk. Mostly yang dahh kawen ada anak sumenye rindukan anak-anak dorang.
Please lahh. Take your time to visit her/him. Bukan susah pung. Kalo dorang tau ada pelawat, mesti dorang gie mandi pakai bedak merapu-rapu satu muka. Dari pukul 11 pagi tunggu. Sampai 5 petang takk de sape yang datang. Sedih takk. Ada uncle uhh, takk habes-habes dari pagi sampai lahh ke petang cakap nak balek kampung, nak balek kampung. Terpaksa lekakan die dengan akiviti laen.
Well, I really do hope that us as a normal person can accept this kind of patients. Try to walk in their shoes.
Well, I'm not in the right mood these days. I've my menses cycle, my imbalance hormones, my crisis, my work, my day off, my money, my desire, etc. All come in one and I can't control it. AGAIN. It happened again. I lost it. I totally lost it. I don't have the strength to fix it. I don't know how to make it like before. I don't know to start from where and cut from where. I just don't know. Am I a moron, egoist and selfish girl ? Yes, I guess I am.
I wanna make it sweet, memorable and happening but it turns to be my worst nightmare. My ever worst nightmare then I often dream bout it when I all alone. And again, I guess I'm a lonely girl just who am I, 7 years ago.
Hi, so ape khabar ? Yeah, I'm back writing again in this lonely blog. Saya nak cakap banyak benda, saya nak cerita banyak perkara, saya nak bebel dan saya nak merepek macam-macam tapi takk tahu nak mula kat mane. Hurm, saya dah 20 y/o already last 24 January. Since saya hide my wall post I didn't received so much wishes cause saje nak tengok kawan yang betul-betul ingat birthday saya. A few of them yang wish, saya memang sangat appreciated. Thanks so much babes. Hanya Allah yang mampu balas tanda ingatan korang kat saya. Well, macam biase my family celebrated my birthday with makan-makan kat restoran seafood or ikan bakar lahh because I'm sharing the same birthday date with my oldest brother, Along. Dia 27 and saya 20. So jimat lahh parents saya cause kami share cake and makan-makan sume. Birthday gift ? I've got one from my roommate, others.. well, I don't care so much about present. But I do care so much mereka kenang saya dalam doanya. Insyaallah.
Saya nak cakap thanks so much kat Alifah and Saidatina cause belanja saya makan Seoul Garden ari uhh. Thanks so much. Memang kenyang sampai nak jalan pon payah. Lama dok melantak dalam kedai uhh since dia boleh duduk takk de time limit. After that, gie karok pulak. Have so much fun with u guys. ILY. Kite kawan sampai bebila tau tau. Hee.
Sekarang nie nak update status FB pon takk tau nak cakap ape cause saya dah hilang minat about social life. Well, I guess it is. But ntah lahh, bile tengok orang yang selalu saya stalk kat FB pon rase dah hilang mood. Even though there's still have something in my heart but I just to weak to become like before. I do miss my old life. If only I can turn back the time when I thought I was the princess in the cloud nine. Cheering with my sugarcoated people that always lifts me up. If only.
I hope my future will be better and better and better. I already 20 and I've to change myself. I'll make a list since saya rase masa dah takk cukup. Just I wanna do something that saya takk pernah buat sepanjang hidup saya lagi. Just pray for me. Thanks.
Act nak update pasal benda nie ahad lepas but then malas lahh pulak kan. So, update skang lahh. Well, Sabtu lepas kolej ada buat event nie lahh Gaya Hidup Sihat yang telah di rasmikan oleh Datuk SUB yang dapat meluangkan masa hari uhh. Event nie start dalam pukul 8a.m tapi kami dah gathering dekat dataran uh around 7a.m lagi. Punctual tak punctual kami. HAHA.
Then start with aerobic ke J-robic saya pon takk tahu lahh nak cakap but takk pandai nak buat step dia cause gune step zapin. memang lahh kan saya nie suke zapin untuk gabungkan jadi senaman pagi-pagi. After that, dapat breakfast yang kami dah bayar RM5 dan kami dapat sandwich. err, sandwich ke kalau roti sapu kaya ngan planta. HAHA.
Yeah, kali nie kami tunggu-tunggu. Taklimat dan ucapan. memang tangkap lena tapi kena cover cun lahh. HAHA. kang ta pasal-pasal kena mara dengan lecturer padan muka. so, kena lahh stay awake. Lepas dah habis acara kat dalam auditorium uhh. kami pon keluar lahh. ada macam-macam persembahan lahh yang di persembahkan. Antaranya, koir, aerobic lagi then, taekwando. saya pulak tak join sangat persembahan cause pergi ukur lemak dalam badan okay.
Der, berat badan saya 42.8 which means after dahh bundar uh 43kg lahh. naek 2kg balik lepas dahh turun 2kg. tinggi ? err, takk sampai 150cm pon. jangan risau, saya memang pendek. dan lemak dalam badan perempuan normal < 30, Surprisingly, lemak saya 28.2. HAHA. memang sangat banyak okay. Members laen pon 25, 19, 21. saya lakk 28.2 ? Nie lahh bahana suka sangat makan kulit ayam yang sebenarnya lemak ayam uhh. Huwaaa.
Blog yang lame dahh bersawang. Now I get my chance to update it.
Since my husband give me my me time. HAHA
Quick update for my current living ;
Delivered my second son on 060618 via c-sec (again) cause Meconium Aspirated Syndrome but mild. 3.25kg, very healthy lil boy.
Second day of life, baru laa dapat peluk tatap mukaa baby sebab baby masuk nursery for close monitoring.
And now he's already 4months plus.
Miqa, already a big boy. 1year7months.
He now can sing, dance, and even merajukk sampai berenang atas lantai.
Pandai 'jaga' adekk. Sangat penyayang dengan adek. Balek taska jee dari luar dahh dengar dia panggil adekk, adekk.
Sweet little creature.
Love my two lil boys really much.
And of course my husband. No more PJJ since late February.
Murah rezeki kami anak beranakk.
Now kiteowg dahh adaa rumahh sendiri atas tanah pusaka ayahh.
My late ayah wished us to build a house here, and we managed to fulfill that wish.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Moga terus berada dalam rahmatNya.
Now, I'm typing on my couch while waiting for laundry
and wondering what should I do for the rest of the day. hmm
Hi, am here again. Curik masa kejap update blog nie haa. Of course lahh tengah boring kann. So for the time being, saya sebenarnya sedang ber-practical. Minggu nie baru jee habes kerja kat Hosp Permai. Takk tau Hosp Permai ? Well, jangan duduk Malaysia lahh kalau cenggitu.
Psychiatric patients. Hmm, kebanyakan mereka nie dari kaum Cina. Majoriti lahh. Melayu and India pung ada gakk. Ada yang dahh duduk dlm Hosp uhh dari 1956 lagi. Bayangkanlahh. Kesian doe. Ada relatives tapi berapa ramai jee yang sanggup dan rela nakk jaga dorang nie.
Tapi kalau nakk diikutkan pung, bukan susah pung nakk jaga. Make sure dorang makan ubat jelahh. Bagi makan, pakai. Kalau dorang sihat fizikal, bagi lahh dorang kerja. Ramai jee patient yang dahh kerja dekat Hosp nie tapi still menetap kat hostel Hosp. Ada yang jadi cleaner, kerja kat kilang periuk lahh, jadi guard. Dorang boleh jee berdikari.
Stigma masyarakat yang terpesong nie lahh buat dorang rasa lagi terpinggir. Baru bawak balek patient pukul 4 petang, pukul 10 malam dahh antar Hosp balek. Apakah ? Malu sangat ke. Darah daging sendiri kot. Dorang pung ada perasaan tau. Sape takk sedih kalau family sendiri takk terima. Nak datang jenguk pung takk. Mostly yang dahh kawen ada anak sumenye rindukan anak-anak dorang.
Please lahh. Take your time to visit her/him. Bukan susah pung. Kalo dorang tau ada pelawat, mesti dorang gie mandi pakai bedak merapu-rapu satu muka. Dari pukul 11 pagi tunggu. Sampai 5 petang takk de sape yang datang. Sedih takk. Ada uncle uhh, takk habes-habes dari pagi sampai lahh ke petang cakap nak balek kampung, nak balek kampung. Terpaksa lekakan die dengan akiviti laen.
Well, I really do hope that us as a normal person can accept this kind of patients. Try to walk in their shoes.
Well, I'm not in the right mood these days. I've my menses cycle, my imbalance hormones, my crisis, my work, my day off, my money, my desire, etc. All come in one and I can't control it. AGAIN. It happened again. I lost it. I totally lost it. I don't have the strength to fix it. I don't know how to make it like before. I don't know to start from where and cut from where. I just don't know. Am I a moron, egoist and selfish girl ? Yes, I guess I am.
I wanna make it sweet, memorable and happening but it turns to be my worst nightmare. My ever worst nightmare then I often dream bout it when I all alone. And again, I guess I'm a lonely girl just who am I, 7 years ago.
Hi, so ape khabar ? Yeah, I'm back writing again in this lonely blog. Saya nak cakap banyak benda, saya nak cerita banyak perkara, saya nak bebel dan saya nak merepek macam-macam tapi takk tahu nak mula kat mane. Hurm, saya dah 20 y/o already last 24 January. Since saya hide my wall post I didn't received so much wishes cause saje nak tengok kawan yang betul-betul ingat birthday saya. A few of them yang wish, saya memang sangat appreciated. Thanks so much babes. Hanya Allah yang mampu balas tanda ingatan korang kat saya. Well, macam biase my family celebrated my birthday with makan-makan kat restoran seafood or ikan bakar lahh because I'm sharing the same birthday date with my oldest brother, Along. Dia 27 and saya 20. So jimat lahh parents saya cause kami share cake and makan-makan sume. Birthday gift ? I've got one from my roommate, others.. well, I don't care so much about present. But I do care so much mereka kenang saya dalam doanya. Insyaallah.
Saya nak cakap thanks so much kat Alifah and Saidatina cause belanja saya makan Seoul Garden ari uhh. Thanks so much. Memang kenyang sampai nak jalan pon payah. Lama dok melantak dalam kedai uhh since dia boleh duduk takk de time limit. After that, gie karok pulak. Have so much fun with u guys. ILY. Kite kawan sampai bebila tau tau. Hee.
Sekarang nie nak update status FB pon takk tau nak cakap ape cause saya dah hilang minat about social life. Well, I guess it is. But ntah lahh, bile tengok orang yang selalu saya stalk kat FB pon rase dah hilang mood. Even though there's still have something in my heart but I just to weak to become like before. I do miss my old life. If only I can turn back the time when I thought I was the princess in the cloud nine. Cheering with my sugarcoated people that always lifts me up. If only.
I hope my future will be better and better and better. I already 20 and I've to change myself. I'll make a list since saya rase masa dah takk cukup. Just I wanna do something that saya takk pernah buat sepanjang hidup saya lagi. Just pray for me. Thanks.
Act nak update pasal benda nie ahad lepas but then malas lahh pulak kan. So, update skang lahh. Well, Sabtu lepas kolej ada buat event nie lahh Gaya Hidup Sihat yang telah di rasmikan oleh Datuk SUB yang dapat meluangkan masa hari uhh. Event nie start dalam pukul 8a.m tapi kami dah gathering dekat dataran uh around 7a.m lagi. Punctual tak punctual kami. HAHA.
Then start with aerobic ke J-robic saya pon takk tahu lahh nak cakap but takk pandai nak buat step dia cause gune step zapin. memang lahh kan saya nie suke zapin untuk gabungkan jadi senaman pagi-pagi. After that, dapat breakfast yang kami dah bayar RM5 dan kami dapat sandwich. err, sandwich ke kalau roti sapu kaya ngan planta. HAHA.
Yeah, kali nie kami tunggu-tunggu. Taklimat dan ucapan. memang tangkap lena tapi kena cover cun lahh. HAHA. kang ta pasal-pasal kena mara dengan lecturer padan muka. so, kena lahh stay awake. Lepas dah habis acara kat dalam auditorium uhh. kami pon keluar lahh. ada macam-macam persembahan lahh yang di persembahkan. Antaranya, koir, aerobic lagi then, taekwando. saya pulak tak join sangat persembahan cause pergi ukur lemak dalam badan okay.
Der, berat badan saya 42.8 which means after dahh bundar uh 43kg lahh. naek 2kg balik lepas dahh turun 2kg. tinggi ? err, takk sampai 150cm pon. jangan risau, saya memang pendek. dan lemak dalam badan perempuan normal < 30, Surprisingly, lemak saya 28.2. HAHA. memang sangat banyak okay. Members laen pon 25, 19, 21. saya lakk 28.2 ? Nie lahh bahana suka sangat makan kulit ayam yang sebenarnya lemak ayam uhh. Huwaaa.
Hello Fellas! Big smile for you! yes you're someone in front of monitor!
Name: Asilah Amirah Binti Ismail. Taken by: Abdullah Syarafi Bin Ismail. Birthday: 24 January 1992 Age: 21 y/o. I'm a happy kid. Stay at: Malaysia. A little thing called love :
We're currently dating about five years.
We're just the PREFECT TWO.
Hope we're still together till the end of our lives.
We went to the same high school but now we're separated to different colleges.
I'm just a weirdo girl
We're love each other from the bottom of our kidney.
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” ♥♥♥
