“People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’. It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness. Imagine waking up and there being no colour. Walking outside and feeling no wind. Eating a meal and tasting nothing. Holding someone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood. It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave. It’s feeling alone
in a room full of people. You feel like there’s no hope left.”
Assalamualaikum.
so, depression. apesal saya nak blogging 'bout this thing? act, ta de motif pon. just bosan duduk rumah ta de wat pe. hari nie sepatutnye saya hang out with ajie but a few things comes up and i couldn't stop it so, i've to cancel. so sad. next time lahh kite hang out ea babe. rinduu giler sama kau. aku tau ko pon rindu aku gakk an. AHAHA. okay okay. so dah bace tulisan omputih kat atas uhh. i got it from what else, of course Tumblr right. this, saya rasa memang terjadi kat saya pon. banyak kali kot. almost every day. why? err, 'cause my attitude and i can't control my anger plus my jealousy. nahh, betul buruk perangai kau lah silah. yeah yeah i admit. lepas uhh, suke pulak nak touching lebeh-lebeh. poor my abang. selalu kena mengalah. but, that's me. i am who i am. i just can't help it. so saya selalu lahh depress bagai.
macamane ye nak buang attitude yang ta semegah nie. well, dalam proses. i'm growing up except my physically yeah i can't gain my height. i'm no short i'm just fun-sized. aishh, ta sampai 150cm. gosh ! tapi saya matang awal tau. AHAHA. ta nak mengalah. saya memang nak menang selalu walaupun ta de hadiah. *ignore that. huu, bosan gilak. kenapa lahh time saya cuti panjang sume lorat pulak nak bekerja. parents of course laa. dak akak lak practical. so, sape nak bawa pergi jalan-jalan. no one right. kalau nak pergi pon naek bas. terpacak kat bus stop sampai 15 min. kalau nasib baek 5 min. then sampai MC take another bus. and sampai lahh MP DP. nak pergi mana lagi. Taman Seribu Bunga? errr -.- tak lahh kot.
eh, nak watpe kat umah nie. belajar masak? kalau buat kuih, kek, saya minat tapi kalau nak masak lauk pauk kuah errrr no komen. AHAHA. saya pemalas kan kan. *angguk laju-laju.
ah, sudah laa. merepek jee. nak upload gambar semalam celebrated mom's birthday.
“People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’. It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness. Imagine waking up and there being no colour. Walking outside and feeling no wind. Eating a meal and tasting nothing. Holding someone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood. It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave. It’s feeling alone
in a room full of people. You feel like there’s no hope left.”
Assalamualaikum.
so, depression. apesal saya nak blogging 'bout this thing? act, ta de motif pon. just bosan duduk rumah ta de wat pe. hari nie sepatutnye saya hang out with ajie but a few things comes up and i couldn't stop it so, i've to cancel. so sad. next time lahh kite hang out ea babe. rinduu giler sama kau. aku tau ko pon rindu aku gakk an. AHAHA. okay okay. so dah bace tulisan omputih kat atas uhh. i got it from what else, of course Tumblr right. this, saya rasa memang terjadi kat saya pon. banyak kali kot. almost every day. why? err, 'cause my attitude and i can't control my anger plus my jealousy. nahh, betul buruk perangai kau lah silah. yeah yeah i admit. lepas uhh, suke pulak nak touching lebeh-lebeh. poor my abang. selalu kena mengalah. but, that's me. i am who i am. i just can't help it. so saya selalu lahh depress bagai.
macamane ye nak buang attitude yang ta semegah nie. well, dalam proses. i'm growing up except my physically yeah i can't gain my height. i'm no short i'm just fun-sized. aishh, ta sampai 150cm. gosh ! tapi saya matang awal tau. AHAHA. ta nak mengalah. saya memang nak menang selalu walaupun ta de hadiah. *ignore that. huu, bosan gilak. kenapa lahh time saya cuti panjang sume lorat pulak nak bekerja. parents of course laa. dak akak lak practical. so, sape nak bawa pergi jalan-jalan. no one right. kalau nak pergi pon naek bas. terpacak kat bus stop sampai 15 min. kalau nasib baek 5 min. then sampai MC take another bus. and sampai lahh MP DP. nak pergi mana lagi. Taman Seribu Bunga? errr -.- tak lahh kot.
eh, nak watpe kat umah nie. belajar masak? kalau buat kuih, kek, saya minat tapi kalau nak masak lauk pauk kuah errrr no komen. AHAHA. saya pemalas kan kan. *angguk laju-laju.
ah, sudah laa. merepek jee. nak upload gambar semalam celebrated mom's birthday.
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Name: Asilah Amirah Binti Ismail. Taken by: Abdullah Syarafi Bin Ismail. Birthday: 24 January 1992 Age: 21 y/o. I'm a happy kid. Stay at: Malaysia. A little thing called love :
We're currently dating about five years.
We're just the PREFECT TWO.
Hope we're still together till the end of our lives.
We went to the same high school but now we're separated to different colleges.
I'm just a weirdo girl
We're love each other from the bottom of our kidney.
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” ♥♥♥
